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1 渴望、想要而 [] 無法獲得
2 尋求、追逐緩解我的痛苦
3 因為我所做的一切都是徒勞
4 這對我有什麼用呢
5 儘管我日夜奮鬥
6 逆流而上，用{w+t+} 我所有的力量
7 如果命運仍然想讓我沮喪
8 又有什麼用呢，等等
9 如果我心甘情願地忍受痛苦
10 如果我從{_o} 火中不願離開
11 然後我註定要抱怨我的1愚蠢
12 又有什麼用呢，等等
13 還有，如果我所遭受的傷害是{{th}+t+} 遠遠超出承受範圍
14 去尋求幫助，再進一步
15 又有什麼用呢，等等
16 又有什麼用呢，等等
17 儘管每個聽到我抱怨的人
18 為我的痛苦而懇求和哀嘆
19 如果我還是陷入悲傷之中
20 又有什麼用呢，等等
21 儘管缺少我的慰藉
22 讓造成我痛苦的肇事者感到不滿
23 因為我仍然在不幸中
24 又有什麼用呢，等等
25 這種殘酷的命運不斷地對我進行威脅
26 讓我內心不斷地感到痛苦
27 然後為了得到慰藉而請求
28 又有什麼用呢，等等。[]
29 命運對我的呼喚充耳不聞
30 我的折磨一點也不觸動她
31 即使她像球一樣旋轉
32 又有什麼用呢，等等
33 因為在絕望中沒有解脫
34 缺乏語言，就沒有速度
35 像死人一樣，仍然徘徊{g'} 活著
36 這對我有什麼用呢？
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1. 抄寫員在重寫y的尾部劃了兩道橫線。
這首詩被認為是托馬斯·懷亞特爵士的作品，[1] 由H8抄錄。這裡，說話者哀嘆命運對他抱怨的無動於衷，就像那位女士一樣。
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2 to seke & sew ease of my paine] AAH22 paine] pain LEge43
3 Sins] syns LEge43 Sins all that ever I doo is vaine] AAH22 doo] do LEge43 vaine] vain LEge43
4 What maye hit availe me] AAH22 maye] may LEge43 hit] it LEge43 availe] availl LEge43
5 Altho] All tho LEge43 Altho I stryve both daye & night] AAH22 stryve] styrve LEge43 both] boeth LEge43 daye] day LEge43 night] howre LEge43
6 against the streme with all my powre] AAH22
7 yf] if LEge43 yf fortune liste yet for to lowre] AAH22 liste] list LEge43 yet] LEge43
8 what] What LEge43 what maye & c] AAH22 maye] may LEge43 & c] it availl me LEge43
9 Yf] If LEge43 Yf willinglye I suffer woo] AAH22 willinglye] willingly LEge43 suffer] suffre LEge43
10 if from the fire me list not go] AAH22 fire] fyre LEge43 go] goo LEge43
11 if] Yf AAH22 bourne] burne AAH22 burn LEge43 plaine] playne AAH22 myefsoo] me so AAH22 LEge43
12 what] What LEge43 & c] maye it avayle me AAH22 may it availl me LEge43
13 and] And AAH22 LEge43 suffre] suffer AAH22
14 runne] ronne AAH22 run LEge43 farr] farre LEge43 out] owte LEge43 mesure] measure AAH22 mesur LEge43
15 seke] seeke AAH22 helpe] helpp AAH22 ony] any AAH22 LEge43 furthre] further AAH22 LEge43
16 what] What LEge43 & c] may it availe me AAH22 may it availl me LEge43
17 what] What AAH22 LEge43 tho] thoughe AAH22 tho LEge43 eche] eache AAH22 harte] hart AAH22 hert LEge43 heris] heares AAH22 hereth LEge43 plaine] playne AAH22 plain LEge43
18 petis] Pitieth AAH22 pitieth LEge43 plainethe] playneth AAH22 plaineth LEge43 my] mye AAH22 paine] payne AAH22 payn LEge43
19 yf] Yf AAH22 if LEge43 lesse] les LEge43 gref] greef AAH22 greif LEge43 remaine] remayne AAH22 remain LEge43
20 what] What LEge43 & c] may it availe me AAH22 may it availl me LEge43
21 Ye tho] Yea though AAH22 wante] want AAH22 LEge43 relef] releef AAH22 relief LEge43
22 Displese] Displease AAH22 LEge43 greef] greif LEge43
23 Sins] Syns AAH22 syns LEge43 I] that I LEge43 Remaine] remayne AAH22 remain LEge43 mischefe] mischeef AAH22 myschief LEge43
24 what /] what may it avayle me AAH22 What may it availl me LEge43
25 chaunse] chaunce AAH22 LEge43 doth] doeth LEge43 me] me AAH22 LEge43 thrett] threat AAH22 threte LEge43
26 continuallie] Contynuallye AAH22 continuelly LEge43 inwarde] inward AAH22 LEge43 ffrett] freat AAH22 fret LEge43
27 then] Then AAH22 relef] releace AAH22 relesse LEge43 intrete] entreat AAH22 trete LEge43
28 what.] what may it availe me AAH22 What may it availl me LEge43
29 deff] deafe AAH22 deiff LEge43
30 my] Mye AAH22 movith] moves AAH22 moveth LEge43
31 tho] thoughe AAH22 though LEge43 torne] turne AAH22 torn LEge43 doth] dothe AAH22 doeth LEge43
32 what] what may it availe me AAH22 What may it availl me LEge43
33 for] ffor AAH22 LEge43 dispaire] despere LEge43 ther] theare AAH22 there LEge43 rede] reede AAH22
34 to] To AAH22 wante] want AAH22 LEge43 ere] eare AAH22 ere : LEge43 speche] speeche AAH22 spede] speede AAH22
35 linger] lynger AAH22 alive] a lyve AAH22 alyve LEge43 dede] deade AAH22 ded LEge43
36 what] What LEge43 maye] may AAH22 LEge43 yt auayle me /] it availe me AAH22 it availl me LEge43